Stream of Consciousness

You see, I want to walk the on the mountaintop with God.
I want to be at the point where everyday's steps are in line with what God has for me. What's more is that I want to walk so surely, that I might lead others there too. Not forcefully, but as a brother who marvels at what God does and who He is. God is so unbelievable. He's just too good for this world to comprehend. I think a lot of unbelief comes from the difficulty that we have with accepting a love so pure, so unselfish, so out of the realm of our experience. He is too good for us to understand. Another fount of unbelief is that God has chosen to use us to be His heralds. I'm a dumb dirty sinner, hoping to somehow influence a dumb dirty world. God has chosen to reveal Himself through me. Not the best marketing campaign...Surely it would be more effective to simply show off...split more seas, pillars of fire, that sort of thing.
Yet God has chosen me, and that reflects His nature, and His motives. He really is concerned about me. Not my comfort, not my ease of living. He's not satisfied with providing a life of leisure for me. He'll only be satisfied when I become who He's called me to be.
King David once wrote that God "strengthens me to draw a bow of bronze". That's nothing short of a miracle. Well, God wants the same for me. Coincidently, that's what He wants for you, too.
All the Love of God,